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Welcome back, old friend, one more time.

This is the last entry of the season, and for me, likely the last post for a while.

It's an odd feeling, you know? An ending that's not really an ending, just a pause until the next season.

Because of the meta-nature of the topic, this week feels more like the actual physical act of walking on stage and speaking to an audience than any other time; it's impossible, I think, to divorce yourself from the proceedings and still address the topic.

So instead of conjuring up a distant world once more, I hope you don't mind that it's just me talking to you, face to face. Metaphorically, of course.

There are three things I want to say, before the curtain closes.

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First and most importantly, I want to thank you.

From the bottom of my heart, I want to thank you for reading. For following idol through this mini-season (and possibly through past seasons).

Every comment, every criticism, every pageview means so much; it's encouragement and it's advice and it's warm fuzzy feelings and, really, most of all, it's someone who is coming back, week after week, to spend time on what we do.

It's someone that we have a responsibility to not let down.

So thank you for that, for giving us your time and your energy and your beautiful, meaningful words.

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Secondly, I want to talk about writing and why we all do it, but, really, I've already done that. I would appreciate it if you took a bit of time to read that entry (the timing of it was incredibly coincidental), but the important thing is this:

Everyone has a different reason for writing. Everyone has a good reason for writing, and everyone deserves to be read. Whether it's historical slices of life or personal memoirs of a climb out of our darkest days or speculative and science fiction, we write to impact the world.

We change the world through our thoughts, our words, paragraph by paragraph, piece by piece. There is no 'better' genre, no 'most pure' way of writing that should win; we should not be judging fiction against nonfiction or poetry against prose, because while our tools are different our goals are the same, aren't they?

We're all here to write.

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The third thing I want to talk about, the last thing, is about winning.

I didn't join LJ Idol to win. I joined it simply to write and be read, and in both of those goals, I've succeeded beyond my wildest hopes. Whether I finish first or fourth or fiftieth, every chance I get to see a topic and have someone read my thoughts is enough for me. Every piece is its own reward, regardless of placement.

In a perfect world, no one would ever get knocked out and we would just keep writing forever. I don't think that will ever happen, for plenty of obvious reasons.

So let me just say this, and then step back behind the curtain, go back to work and life and all those other responsibilities and quietly wait for the next season:

I'd like to see, maybe, once, what would happen if we all tied.

Just once.

Date: 2013-04-26 12:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] theun4givables.livejournal.com
I'd like to see, maybe, once, what would happen if we all tied. Just once.

I would love to see this, too. Just once. That would be pretty fuckin' sweet, if you ask me.

I loved this take on the topic and how really, all four of you have won in your own ways. :) This entry reminds me of the exact reasons I started Idol in the first place, and why I'm glad I didn't make it past 7th place, in some ways. <3

Date: 2013-04-29 10:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talon.livejournal.com
<3, and, thank you, and exhibit B will be coming soon! :)

Date: 2013-04-26 12:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cacophonesque.livejournal.com
I've been a little slack on reading the past few weeks--but I refreshed my flist and this was at the top... and it's such a good reminder of why I have been a fan of your writing--and why I like and respect you as a person.

Date: 2013-04-29 10:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talon.livejournal.com
*smiles* thank you, very, very much for this.

Date: 2013-04-26 01:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] n3m3sis43.livejournal.com
This entry really spoke to me. I feel the same way you do about writing -- if it's coming from your heart, the genre shouldn't matter. Fiction can be every bit as honest and personal as nonfiction -- it's just not immediately obvious to everyone who happens to read it.

And you're right. It isn't about winning. It took me all the way to juuuuust before the finals (when I half quit and half got eliminated) to remember that in season 8. It was about the journey, and getting to play at all was a gift. I didn't know I could write, and now I do.

I liked how it didn't get ugly at the end this time. Y'all are all such great writers and, at least the ones of you I know, awesome people. That includes you. <3

It would be awesome to see everyone tie. You're already all winners.
Edited Date: 2013-04-26 01:07 am (UTC)

Date: 2013-04-29 10:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talon.livejournal.com
<3 I don't think it should ever get ugly (but, of course, I don't always get my wish :P).

Exhibit B will come soon!

Date: 2013-04-29 10:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] n3m3sis42.livejournal.com
Are you going to do Exhibit B?

Date: 2013-04-29 10:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talon.livejournal.com
Why wouldn't I? ;)

Date: 2013-04-29 10:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] n3m3sis42.livejournal.com
Sweeeeet. I think I am too, but it might be under an alt. :)

Date: 2013-04-29 11:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talon.livejournal.com
-grins-

You know, I've often wondered how much name recognition matters.

On the other hand, I think my 'voice' is discernable enough that I don't think it would take too long to figure out.

Date: 2013-04-29 11:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] n3m3sis42.livejournal.com
I'm not entirely sure name recognition works in my favor. Besides, if I do well under an alt no one can say it's because of my flist. And I'm not sure I do have a recognizable voice. My writing is still too young and for the past 8 months I've mostly been doing (and redoing) the same project and those voices aren't exactly my voice. :)

I'm sure people will end up guessing who I am anyway, though. You, for sure. You're much more "famous" than I am.

Date: 2013-04-29 11:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talon.livejournal.com
Nnnnnnnnnot famous!

Date: 2013-04-30 12:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] n3m3sis42.livejournal.com
You areeeee.

Date: 2013-04-26 03:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] comedychick.livejournal.com
I bet Gary would throw up a tie-breaker in that event. Though who knows?

Everyone has a good reason for writing, and everyone deserves to be read.

♥ I really like this.

Date: 2013-04-29 10:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talon.livejournal.com
♥ I think we'll never know :)

Date: 2013-04-26 05:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kandigurl.livejournal.com
Oh man, a tie. I...I can't even. What would happen? Would the world implode?

Date: 2013-04-29 10:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talon.livejournal.com
I think Gary would stare at it, slack-jawed in amazement, and then he'd think about doing a tiebreaker and then not do it and I think we'd all go on with our lives and continue to write awesome things.

Date: 2013-04-29 10:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kandigurl.livejournal.com
NONSENSE.

Date: 2013-10-08 06:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] clauderainsrm.livejournal.com
Interesting insight given the end of Exhibit B. :)

Date: 2013-10-08 07:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talon.livejournal.com
I'd like to think I predicted this ;)

Date: 2013-04-26 03:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] roina-arwen.livejournal.com
A tie would be pretty awesome, LOL. Good luck!

Date: 2013-04-29 10:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talon.livejournal.com
An awesome dream, at least. Someday!

Date: 2013-04-26 04:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fourzoas.livejournal.com
The dream of a tie. Glorious!

Best to you, my dear, in this competition and life. You are always honest, which is why you are always so very, very good. Thank you for sharing yourself with all of us.

Date: 2013-04-29 10:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talon.livejournal.com
*hugs* Thank you, and the thoughts returned. I'm incredibly glad to have gotten to know you over these past few seasons, and look forward to every single word you write.

Date: 2013-04-26 10:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lrig-rorrim.livejournal.com
"We're all here to write."

Indeed. And you do so very, very well. I'm so glad I got this opportunity to read your words.

Date: 2013-04-29 10:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talon.livejournal.com
Thank you :) And yourself as well — especially this (http://lrig-rorrim.livejournal.com/31194.html) entry!
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Date: 2013-04-29 10:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talon.livejournal.com
And you you, fair lady, in this and words and lives beyond this <3

Date: 2013-04-28 05:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jem0000000.livejournal.com
I wondered that myself, but I couldn't think of a way to make it happen without rigging the poll. *sigh*

(Well, except for the one that involved tricking the spammers into all hitting at the exact moment the poll went tied, thus freezing LJ until the poll closed, but I have no idea how to coordinate something that huge in such a limited time frame. Also it's probably illegal?)

Date: 2013-04-29 10:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talon.livejournal.com
-grins- probably illegal, yes. I think it just takes enough people reading and believing and wanting it. What if it happened on the last real season of LJ Idol? Everyone wins in the end? I think if we start our planning now, it could happen :)

Date: 2013-04-28 04:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] halfshellvenus.livejournal.com
I joined it simply to write and be read

Yes-- the reason we're all here, I think. And so well worth it.

Good luck in this final bakeoff. I've really enjoyed reading your entries for this mini-season. :)

Date: 2013-04-29 10:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talon.livejournal.com
Thank you! I've really enjoyed writing, as well as reading you and everyone else!

Oh and, by the way, this (http://halfshellvenus.livejournal.com/581627.html) was really, really good, and I'm sad I missed it at first and very happy you nudged me towards it :)
Edited Date: 2013-04-29 10:52 pm (UTC)

Date: 2013-04-29 08:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] whipchick.livejournal.com
What a warm and loving entry :)

Date: 2013-04-29 10:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talon.livejournal.com
:) What, no criticism? I've almost come to expect it!

Date: 2013-04-29 11:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] whipchick.livejournal.com
It's the end of the run, I'm getting soft. I'm just glad you're someone who can take it and either run with it or silently think "fuck off" :)

Date: 2013-04-29 09:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alycewilson.livejournal.com
I, for one, am very glad that you've participated in this contest. When you are at your best, your work is heartbreakingly beautiful. I'd be honored if you'd consider submitting some of it to Wild Violet (http://www.wildviolet.net). In particular, I'm looking for submissions related to Father's Day at the moment.

Date: 2013-04-29 10:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talon.livejournal.com
Thank you for your words - I'll definitely look into submitting something!

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